Forever and Always: June 2014

You know, I am understanding now why you go 9months to fall in love with the idea of being a mom and having your own lil one. You also have the first few months to enjoy this human being that you created and loving every min of it because you have to have that foundation for weeks like this one.

Miss Rylee is about 7months old and now I really can't do anything.
Lil rug-rats are needy no doubt about that but now that she has learned to "army" crawl is what I am going to call it you can tell she gets frustrated that she can't follow me everywhere in the house fast enough.

Rylee knows without a doubt now who her mom is and that is exciting because I used to feel low on the totem poll but now I can't go anywhere without her having a full on melt down. If I'm sitting next to her she is totally content playing with her toys or in her bouncer but if I get up for heavens sake to just go to the bathroom she starts crying so hard she can't breath and can't make a sound till she catches up with her breath. I mean baby I am literally not that far away and sometimes I can still see her and she still has a fit.. Do i just let her cry..? This is not good those little teeth better be coming (my excuse for everything because I need some sort of explanation to keep my sanity) or something because I have dishes to do and laundry that needs to be done and don't forget my own personal hygiene..Oh and she won't really take a nap so that just makes it harder. Is this normal, does it get better?

Some parents are like welcome to "real" parenthood because Rylee has been out of the norm for most babies but can she really have a complete 180? I may be over exaggerating a tiny bit but I seriously can't get anything done. She obviously needs her mom right now but its exhausting. The cuteness of it is a small part that you can see her excitement that mom is gong to pick her up and she looks for me..As Serene says "oh Jamee your freedom is gone and Baylee still sometimes does that"

Babe she may just be our only kid...

Rylee went in for her "6month" check up the other day..we are a little behind because she was sick at her 4month check up so we didn't do shots till later.
HT in 27.50 88%
Wt lb 20 1.3oz 93%
Head In 17.52 91%
She has kinda plat-toed and defiantly is not growing a pound a week anymore. She still has all her rolls but she is getting longer and the doc said she is as big a one year old and should weigh 24pounds by the time she is one.
Dr. Nielsen also reassured me her whole anxiety thing is a phase and is normal. :/
We also didn't get the greatest news and Rylee has to go see a bone doc because one of her legs is a little fatter than the other and so Doc has not been able to see if her legs are lined up right. We took an X-ray just for the piece of mind of the doc but turns out there might be something wrong...I just started to cry when she called..I know she may just need a splint or something but she is my baby .. Rusty hopes they don't have to break her leg and I'm like uh wow thanks for going to the extreme ..
I'll give updates next week..